[ Funny you should mention healing, because when you had a lifelong disability and chronic disease, there really isn't very much that could be healed outside of using magic and even when he was experimenting with it Viktor didn't understand until it was too late how much damage it could do. But Arthur is correct about magic being a chaotic force and one that did not concern itself with things like morality. ]
...my emotions have been overwhelming to me since I spent nearly a full year systematically losing them, but if I think too much about it, I feel so much regretful sadness. I knew every man, woman, and child by name.
[ Gods, there were children in his commune. ]
...and now... Now I don't know what to do to make sure I'm not going to hurt anybody.
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Date: 2025-01-22 01:11 am (UTC)...my emotions have been overwhelming to me since I spent nearly a full year systematically losing them, but if I think too much about it, I feel so much regretful sadness. I knew every man, woman, and child by name.
[ Gods, there were children in his commune. ]
...and now... Now I don't know what to do to make sure I'm not going to hurt anybody.