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[scienceofthearcane]

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You have reached Viktor. I'm sorry I can't receive your message right now. But if you leave it for me here, I'll return it as soon as I can.

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[scienceofthearcane]

[ Funny you should mention healing, because when you had a lifelong disability and chronic disease, there really isn't very much that could be healed outside of using magic and even when he was experimenting with it Viktor didn't understand until it was too late how much damage it could do. But Arthur is correct about magic being a chaotic force and one that did not concern itself with things like morality. ]

...my emotions have been overwhelming to me since I spent nearly a full year systematically losing them, but if I think too much about it, I feel so much regretful sadness. I knew every man, woman, and child by name.

[ Gods, there were children in his commune. ]


...and now... Now I don't know what to do to make sure I'm not going to hurt anybody.

[scalesbalance]

[ It's hard to perceive the difference in time considering Viktor's absence has only just been noted for him. It couldn't be a Trial-- just something Thirteen casually decided on a whim, it seems. It's cruel, to let residents nest here never to know when they might be flung straight out of Folkmore and back to their own world.

Arthur has heard of these occurrences before but never of someone coming back in a worse state. What could possibly be the purpose?

Is there one? ]

Are you worried the same thing will happen here as back home?

[scienceofthearcane]

[ In Viktor's case, at least, it makes perfect sense why Thirteen would bring him back to Folkmore in this state. He was a threat to his own world, and his invention of hextech had the ability to span many worlds in the multiverse. He was terrified of the magic using him as a conduit to sterilize all life. In a pocket reality, the amount of damage he would be able to do was limited since, right now, the only check on his power was a psychological one. ]

I was already tricked into doing so once, who's to say it won't happen again?

[scalesbalance]

You're one of the most intelligent and resourceful people that I've ever met. I'd say if you're determined for it not to happen again then it won't.

You have people here who want to help you too.

[ Not that he's trying to drag Viktor back into society after such experiencing not only such a drastic shift in time but also something terrible. Arthur feels for his friend even if he doesn't know how to demonstrate it just yet besides listening. ]

Anyway you know this place. It's rare that what you expect to happen actually does. Thirteen has her plans.

[scienceofthearcane]

You do have a point there. It's improbable to the point of being impossible that what you expect to happen ever does.

I will still be dependent on other's moral compass. What I thought was just following a logical thought pattern turned out to be horrific. I could recognize the horror later but while I was making the decisions that led to that horror I couldn't see where I would have gone wrong.

[scalesbalance]

That's the harsh reality of the place. The easy-to-earn currency just seems to be a perk.

Most people don't possess that level of hindsight either. Just... keep your spirits up even if it doesn't feel like the right course of action. I think the people that know you would say the same-- you don't come across as someone who has the intent of harming people.

[ That...sits a little strange with him. Arthur wonders if he has any real authority saying something like this but he ultimately decides to send the message and hope his intent comes across rather than any though of him being a questionable source. ]

Take time for yourself. Do you need anything?

[scienceofthearcane]

[ Did he need anything? Like the moral center that had been a part of Viktor for as long as he could remember? Like the ability to make sense of the emotional chaos that was his in his head, the same way that everyone could make sense of their own emotions? The assurance that if he was taken over by the Arcane someone would be able to stop him? Viktor needed a lot of things. ]

Nothing that you would be able to do for me.