My health is fine, Jayce. Honestly. It's just some headaches and I don't exactly know what is causing them because they seem to happen regardless of stress. And cannabis is the unknown plant that Hawke was growing in his garden. It contains several different chemicals and it will depend on which strain he has but all cannabis contains the chemical CBD which is best for treating pain. It would also contain CBG which can help with focus, and CBN which can help for restful sleep. Cannabis will also contain the chemical THC which is what people that smoke cannabis will get high on. Personally, I don't care for THC because I'm not taking it for the high.
K has also been having headaches from time to time. Sometimes I can tell when he's not fully feeling well thanks to our connection, but it's not as if I experience the pain myself. Could it be that your bond with him is different and you're sensing his pain?
Ah, that. It's good to know its name. [ Even if Jayce has no interest in the plant, he can see why others might find it beneficial. It's the 'getting high' part that doesn't sit well with him. Viktor can't see him frowning, and this is exactly why he decided to go by text replies. At last, he has confirmation that his partner isn't interested in that. ]
I see. That's very informative. Thanks. [ And then, because he has to ask or he will be thinking non stop about it; ] Aside from the headaches, is there anything else? Any other pain or...?
I don't know? I've never had this kind of bond with anyone before.
[ Jayce can't see the exasperated fondness on Viktor's face, either. Though it's probably for the best that one can't see the other ]
I've noticed that on occasion with K, too. I want to see if fully immersing him in the Encantado river might help him with the migraines he's been experiencing since it's been a healing agent for those that have had their forms changed into something monstrous.
Neither did I, so I'm speculating. I don't want any of you to suffer. If Hawke's plant helps, that's great, but we need to figure out what could be wrong. At Amrita Academy, there might be someone who knows what causes the migraines. Or perhaps Mel's healing can help you?
[ Of course, Jayce is now trying to find options and solutions, even if he's not sure what the problem is. That's just how he is, he needs to try and do something. ]
If that river is so powerful, you both should soak in it. I can't go there easily since I am often unable to cross Exile.
It would be more beneficial to know what the source of the problem is, I'll grant you. Perhaps I could ask that K allows himself to be examined at Amarita for his migraines if I allow the same thing about my headaches.
I think that anything else, be it Mel's magic or the Encantado River, would only be a temporary solution.
Yes, of course. But until we figure it out, stopping your suffering is what matters most. Maybe. I don't know if he'll like that. Please let me know what he says if you ask him.
Yes. I really thought this was over.
[ 'This', being Viktor in pain. At risk. That's why Jayce is upset, his partner was hurt, and he's once again not sure what to do about it. ]
[ Yeah, you might want to be clear about that Jayce. Because right now Viktor is cursing at Hawke more in his thoughts. Once again he feels like a disappointment thanks to something he can't control. ]
I'm sorry, Jayce. This was why I didn't say anything. I didn't want to cause you to worry.
Yes well, allow me to rephrase; I didn't want to cause you to worry about me.
[ Knowing the difference between others worrying about his safety and him being the source of their stress is something that Victor still struggles with. ]
[ Jayce's face softens at that, and now it really is a shame Viktor can see it. ]
It's a difficult thing, I know. No one probably likes to talk about these things. And I know I can get a bit too much of a mother hen sometimes too, I'm sorry for that. Just want you to have a good, happy life.
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... I get headaches sometimes. They are well controlled from continuing to take cannabis though.
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I thought that after getting a new body thanks to Baphomet's magic your health was no longer at risk.
Do you know what is causing the headaches? Is it stress? And what's cannabis?
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Ah, that. It's good to know its name. [ Even if Jayce has no interest in the plant, he can see why others might find it beneficial. It's the 'getting high' part that doesn't sit well with him. Viktor can't see him frowning, and this is exactly why he decided to go by text replies. At last, he has confirmation that his partner isn't interested in that. ]
I see. That's very informative. Thanks. [ And then, because he has to ask or he will be thinking non stop about it; ] Aside from the headaches, is there anything else? Any other pain or...?
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[ Jayce can't see the exasperated fondness on Viktor's face, either. Though it's probably for the best that one can't see the other ]
I've noticed that on occasion with K, too. I want to see if fully immersing him in the Encantado river might help him with the migraines he's been experiencing since it's been a healing agent for those that have had their forms changed into something monstrous.
But other than headaches, no I am not in pain.
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[ Of course, Jayce is now trying to find options and solutions, even if he's not sure what the problem is. That's just how he is, he needs to try and do something. ]
If that river is so powerful, you both should soak in it. I can't go there easily since I am often unable to cross Exile.
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I think that anything else, be it Mel's magic or the Encantado River, would only be a temporary solution.
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Yes. I really thought this was over.
[ 'This', being Viktor in pain. At risk. That's why Jayce is upset, his partner was hurt, and he's once again not sure what to do about it. ]
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I'm sorry, Jayce. This was why I didn't say anything. I didn't want to cause you to worry.
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[ It is not Hawke's fault for mentioning it, either, the conversation simply turned that way. ]
You know me, I always worry. Kind of an expert on that, actually.
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[ Knowing the difference between others worrying about his safety and him being the source of their stress is something that Victor still struggles with. ]
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That said, I'd rather you tell me when you're not feeling well.
[ If Jayce can't fix what causes the pain, at least he wants to try and help to offer some comfort. ]
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[ Over the years he's been less and less able to hide it from Jayce, but that doesn't stop him from trying. ]
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It's a difficult thing, I know. No one probably likes to talk about these things. And I know I can get a bit too much of a mother hen sometimes too, I'm sorry for that. Just want you to have a good, happy life.
[ Preferable free of pain, if possible. ]
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Do you think that I'm not having one now? I've dreamed all my life of being able to go do simple things that other people do, like walking.
[ Like dating. ]
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[ Dating is very good. ]
Since walking is on the table, what do you say we go a step further and try going dancing?
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[ Viktor's kneejerk reaction is to hide, but if Jayce wanted to do it... ]
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[ He wants to dance with Viktor, he doesn't need an audience to make his partner uncomfortable. ]
It was nice when we did it at Tony's party, on the balcony.
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[ You can't see it, but he did smile and blush a bit. ]
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[ Pity, he would love to see it. ]